Long time no see.
Do you remember me?
This is Furu is Furu Kei is K. Furu (…depending on where I am online).
I’ve received a new name a few weeks ago though.
It came as a small joke, when someone asked me what name I would choose for myself- and also what I would like to be. (Names make up a person after all).
I replied (half-serious), with- I want to be Happy.
And then it kind of stuck.
I think I kind of like it that way though?
And suddenly I have it in my mind that I want to do a few posts on this tumblr, and spend a bit of time with my online friends-
^-^ As “Happy” as I can be before going to Furu-land<3.
So ah…what’s new recently?
I’ve developed a new guilty habit…that a few times every week as I go out to buy food, I would stop by a different coin machine.
The toy balls inside cost about $0.50 each. They’re meant to impress very small children.
Somehow…they never fail to amaze me though.
^-^ I mean…you never know what color or type of ball you’d get.
You just take a leap of faith and hope you’d get a good (>_>…blue or yellow) one.
And then, whichever one you end up with…
It’s yours just the same and suddenly that color looks very pretty<33.
>: You get to play with it~
The amazing thing about balls is…they always come back to you.
Throw it up, bounce it down…throw it to a wall-
It simply comes back.
There’s a certain loyalty to it.
Seeing it bounce- I feel like it’s telling me to believe that the people I love would come back for me one day too.
Fifty cents to buy hope.
^-^ Quite cheap, ne?
(…Until my boss lady gets annoyed that we’ve been bouncing balls around the office.
Hmm. *gave her one too*)